Flustered Axons

I find it deep in my heart to say I love you,
But I also know that if I told you I did,
You would never love me the way I do.

The thing is, I love you truely.
It’s not a feeling I hold against you…
It’s not even a vengeful gesture I throw at your face…
Heck it’s not even a reason for me to get into your pants!
Gosh, we all know that’s not a necessary reason, now, is it?

No, I love you because I can, baby.
I love you because I know that there’s something in you,
Something I desire so much to keep in my life…
I need your passion and I want your love.

There, I said it. I WANT your love.
But can you give it to me?
Can you put aside your fucked up emotions,
your snide and rude remarks,
and that thing I call your past phase in your life.
YES IT’S A FUCKING PHASE.
And it’s played it’s self so dry
that the Sahara being void of water
would be downright over-stating it.

I find it deep in my heart to say I love you,
but I also know that if I told you I did,
You’d find some way to screw up my life,
AND MAKE IT ALL ABOUT YOU!