Pretence over Denial
by SpazticOrange on Jul.29, 2010, under Ye Olde Blogger Posts
When I found that I never needed a notion within my heart to tell me I’d made a mistake, I cried with the beating of my chest : I’ve failed!
I can’t help myself but feel the remorse over a series of eventful misfortune…
If only I had a chance to recieve,
To accept the faith I deserve,
To see my self the way I perceive
If only I could see my mind conceive.
Did I leave my self finding another?
Did I ponder the silver linings of yonder?
Did I move a goal to settle with my happily-ever-after?
And now I ponder, it could all have been a lot more better.
If only I had been a better soul,
To allow my inner being to furnish a self-decided mould,
To find a light that would engulf me deep in a goal,
And if only aspirations never grew old…

