Flustered Axons

I wrote this again for a friend who was feeling really sad about somethings that have been happening. I hope she knows that she has someone to hold on to even though everyone around her gives her scornful looks. I haven’t given this song a title yet. I think I might call it “Hold My Hand”

Untitled (Hold My Hand) – by Gordon G. Pereira

There are tears on your rosy cheeks
Your eyes are weak and sore,
Your heart is broken in two
And you need someone to cry your heart out to.

There’s so much on your mind
Talk to me and tell me how you’re feeling
Don’t hide your face away from me,
Just let me share the burden of your thoughts

Chorus:
Hold my hand and forget all your sadness,
Cry on my shoulder and let go of all the pain,
Never remember all the hurting and bitter dreams
Hold my hand and know that you have a friend.

Never seen you this sad before,
You’ve lost the smile that used to brighten up my day,
Don’t cry my beautiful angel, you’re not alone through the pain,
You have someone to cry your heart out to.

Bridge:
Hmm, hmm,
Hush now, don’t cry anymore,
Hmm, Hmm,
Let all the pain go now (let it all go away)
Hmm, Hmm,
Smile for me and forget all the dreams
I am here, and I’m letting you go.

I’ve been having these song writing episodes lately. I wrote this in 2 minutes together with the melody and chords and arrangement and everything. I’ve been getting inspiration from friends around me and I think I’m getting something I’ve only dreamt.

I Think I’m Falling For You – by Gordon G. Pereira

I’m writing stupid songs and filling my head with dreams of dreaming losers,
I’m going crazy and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
I get the nerves everythime I look around and see your pretty face,
I can’t hold on anymore because the world’s spinning way too fast.
And this is the reason why… I mean…

Chorus:
When I’m with you and you’re with me, nothing can break us apart
You and me and me and you and just the both of us,
Holding hands and walking down this beautiful lane of love,
I can’t hold it in anymore ’cause I think I’m falling for you
‘Cause I think I’m falling for you.

We’re sharing this life, living it together and loving every moment of it,
I have no regrets about everything I’ve done, I know you feel the same,
When I look at you and you look at me I feel the chemistry working,
And I don’t care what our teachers told us but water and oil can be mixed,
And this is how I know…

Bridge:
Stupid songs and crazy ideas, I’m loosing my grasp on the world,
I’m only on my fingertips, holding on to anything I can hold on to
and it looks like you’re the only thing that’s holding me back on to this stupid spinning world I’m loosing control of…

I got inspired by something insane and I started to write a poem which I suddenly turned into a song. I think I’m going crazy or something.

I’m Feeling Happy – by Gordon G. Pereira

I’m feeling happy, and there’s a reason why I am.
I’m feeling happy, happy as can be.
No one really knows why, but I don’t think I can be sad.
‘Cause there’s a girl out there who loves me,
And she’s making me feel happy.

I don’t know how she’s doing it, but she’s pretty darn good at it.
She stole my heart and won’t give it back, I don’t think I want it back.
‘Cause I’ve never felt this way before, I’ve never been this happy.
‘Cause there’s a girl out there who loves me,
And she’s making me feel happy.

Long telephone calls and pager messages, we can’t let go
Of each other and it’s hard, even if we do things wrong.
I can’t imaging not being with her, I don’t ever want to be sad,
‘Cause there’s a girl out there who loves me,
And she’s making me feel happy.

O I am happy, happy as can be,
Oh there’s an angel, making me feel happy,
I don’t think I can ever be sad, I’m feeling too happy,
Cause there’s an angel out there who loves me,
And she’s making me feel happy.

Got inspired and wrote this song for someone that I really care about. The first three verses are for her but the last verse was just added in to complete the song. I wonder if the lyrics sound corny, but she said that it touched her. Hope you guys out there understand how I feel though. Here goes…

Angel – By Gordon G. Pereira

A girl she says she never wants to be alone in this,
She looks away when her eyes fall upon mine,
Why she looks away, I’ll never know,
Why she hides her feelings, no one shall ever know,

She looks all happy, but I know the real truth,
She’s lying to everyone to hide all the pain,
She’s hurt deep within, I wonder who broke her heart,
Her eyes are lying, they can’t hide the truth from me.

Chorus:
But she’s beautiful to me, so beautiful to me,
I’ve never laid my eyes on an angel like her,
Her smile’s all weak, but it steals my heart anyway,
If she gave me a chance, I think I could love her.

When an angel cries, all you fell like doing is cry,
When she sheds her thousand sad tears, I know she’s in pain,
Those rosy cheeks go scarlet and her eyes tell the truth,
I think angels can’t hide the truth when they cry.

Bridge:
Why are you sad little angel?
Why are your wings broken and sore?
Why are you hiding your pain?
I can’t bear to see an angel in pain.
Give me a chance to help you rise,
Your wings need a little fixing,
Let me fly with you little angel,
Let me bring you high into the clouds again.

I’m lost and I’m broken and I’m dying and I can’t cry anymore
I can’t see the light that guides me through this darkness I can’t fight anymore
Hold me tightly and save me from my life that I’m imprisoned in
Embrace me and tell me that the darkness is not that strong,
That I can fight the darkness that keeps me from living my life.

Save me! Save me! Save me!
From this prison I called life
Save me! Save me! Save me!
I want to live again, I want to live again!

I’m breaking down and crying,
I’m moving on and letting it all go,
I’m loosing it all, don’t want to care anymore,
I don’t ever want to care again.

Boring lives, and boring people,
Walking the winding streets in my mind,
Twisting my thoughts and making life harder,
Torture… Torture doesn’t mean anything anymore.

Hate and shame and sadness and anger,
Thoughts of murder, death and torture,
No more feelings, and no more shame,
Just kill and let the blood flow even more.

I close my ears to the shouts of plea,
I close my eyes to the sad, painful faces,
I close my heart to all the feelings around me,
I don’t care, I don’t care, I DON’T CARE ANYMORE!

Just leave me alone, let me break down,
Just leave me alone and let me cry my heart out,
Just leave me alone and don’t say another fuckin’ word,
I hate you and I don’t care anymore about you!